Nobody knows

Nobody knows that majority of us want to be grand, we want to break generational curse, we want to be so wealthy, we want to provide generational wealth, nobody knows that we struggle each day discovering we are not that special.

Nobody knows that many of us will not be special, we might not have a grand life, but we might have a family, children, and love in abundance.

We might always have the simple mundane life that makes living worthwhile and never the dinner in New York and retirement in your pent house.

Nobody knows that we fear that this is all there is to us and we are scared there might be no more than this.

Nobody knows that we hold on to the tiny faith that something grand will happen to us.

Nobody knows that we fear to become that aunty who hoped till she became 60.

Nobody knows because we cover it so well and celebrate the little grandly and it feels like we have it all together.

Nobody knows that many of us do not know what we are doing. We are flowing with the things that light the spark in us and hence it looks like we are on track.

We might be on track but tracks change each time as mine is changing.

Nobody knows that we fear our grand bucket lists may not happen so we create achievable ones to help us move through life as living.

Nobody knows I mean why should they know?